Super weather. And why not? These days always occur when I have to stay inside. In this very moment I should be writing my thesis in stead of this blog, but in my head I have already made what I have to do very easy and now my head is thinking I could just do it tonight in stead of right now. Bad head. If it's so easy I should do it now and then I'd have the evening to myself. But no way does it work that way. I'm going to be pushing it off awhile longer as I go shower and make some sandwiches... the usual. I'm very much wanting to start the third book in the series I discovered the day before yesterday but I'm not allowing myself. Go me! Apparently there's still some willpower left. It helps that I told Demo yesterday that he should flame me in WoW should he see me online. Now I can't go hopping around Dalaran either. And vt is plain boring. The perfect time, really.
So yeah I'll start right after this blog then for fucks sake. I MUST.

Rakoo is in Berlin this week and it's been boring and kind of empty without him. I got an sms that he's having a good time so that's good I guess, as long as he's not having too good of a time. In WoW not much is going on, we got another batch of trials, and a new girl, again! Still no LK down though, but oh well. Furthermore I have to convince Caspi that he really should come back, at least with cataclysm, and that there's also people here who still want him back. Though I guess in the end that's really up to Lorril. Note to self: convince Lorril.

Rakoo and I will once again be going to Vienna to visit Sepher, Baer and Frenzied and I'm very much looking forward to that :)

In the azshara forum they made this thread about lucid dreams, which reminds me I had one this morning. Obviously I was reluctant to get up considering the whole thesis-thing so I drifted around in half-sleep for awhile, which is where I had the lucid dream. It went like this: I was standing in line at a machine that gave out messages or tickets of some kind, don't remember what for. And it had a chance to randomly spit out a 50E bill. Which it did for the person before me. So we were like wow and I said gz. Then suddenly a whole bunch of tickets fell out and in the pile we both searched for more money until we came upon a HUGE stack of 50E bills. We were deliriously happy and decided to divide the money. Only then two 'bitches' showed up. And I say bitches because in my head they were the definition of the word, no kidding. All mean-faced and slutty dressed, you know the type. So they wanted to ninja our money but since I was just here getting in my lucid dream I was thinking I'd just have superpowers which I DID then. The think about lucid dreams is that it's real hard to make things happen the way you want them because to do that you have to envision everything to happen the way you want it. Anyway, I swiped at the one with my hand and imagined her flying across the street, and she did. Positively awesome. The other however I only managed to hit in the face and though her nose started to bleed she didn't fly away like the other one. Then suddenly I imagined confession power like Kaylin from Legend of the Seeker. Don't know the series? Well confession is when Kaylin put her hand on her victim's throat (which I did with said bitch) then unleashes her power and then for a moment her irises become all black and then those of her victims to do and once she's finished the victim is a total slave and will forever serve her until Kaylin dies. So I confessed this bitch, and her eyes went all black and then back to normal. Only she didn't appear to be my slave afterwards and I decided not to stick around and find out. So then I grabbed this other good person's shoulder and flew (yes flew!) us out of there. To the top of a nearby building. Only it wasn't a good roof so we visited some other buildings till we found one where we could divide the money in peace.

Funny about this particular lucid dream was that at one point I was so aware that I was dreaming and I looked around me seeing a world, my dreamworld, but it looked so real. And I looked down at my hands and they were there and I could move them, though my movements appeared to be abit laggy, lol. And I was thinking to myself that it was so weird that I didn't feel my pillow or my bed or anything even though I just knew I was lying in bed. It was seriously magical, I was just standing around in my unconscious somewhere being totally conscious of the fact that I was there. Suddenly made me aware what a powerful thing the mind really is.

The mind is its own place, and in itself, can make heaven of Hell, and a hell of Heaven. And ain't that the truth.